Rest in Peace Amy of Lulubell

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    Rest in Peace Amy of Lulubell
    It’s incredibly moving to see all the lives that Amy has touched but equally heartbreaking to think about those who are deeply hurting from her loss, especially her children. I wish I had the chance to meet her but it feels like I know her well now when reading all of the memories and stories of her impact on this community and individuals on a deeply personal level. I hope a GoFundMe will be organized to help her family. Rest In Peace, Amy.
     
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    Rest in peace Amy, thank you for all of your kindness over the years. This is ridiculously sad
     
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    Rest in Peace Amy of Lulubell
    I first met Amy back in NYCC 2011 or 2012. I was still relatively new to vinyl coming from the Glyos side of things.
    We chatted about our dogs while perusing the goods. Her smile was so great.
    I'd see her each year at the show when we both attended.

    The world is definitely darker now. RIP.
     
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    I was shocked and horrified. Still am. Amy was sweet and giving with her time and knowledge. I talked to her at DCon couple of times, and we had some nice phone conversations and emails over the years. She was a giant presence in this community and she will be missed by all. RIP Amy.
     
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    Rest in Peace Amy of Lulubell
    This has been so hard to grasp, Amy had texted me a month ago about how much they cherish our friendship, and now shes been torn away from this horrible world. She was always ready to help in anyway she could, always so damn positive. Last time I saw her when Connell was passing, even in that tough situation, she was happy to see us again. Hope everyone can sit with the pain of all this and come through the other side remembering ones own plus everyone else' memories of one of the most amazing people ever. RIP Amy.
     
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    This is really taking it out of me. I lost both of my parents by the time I was 30, and I haven’t felt anything close to that since, even with losing people that I grew up with. This isn’t as bad, but it’s up there. Amy was just that person. We needed people like her out there to help balance the universe because of people like me.
     
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    I feel the same way! . . . a bright and positive Yin to our dark and cynical Yang!
     
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    Rest in Peace Amy of Lulubell
    These are my thoughts directly taken from my post. I’m still in a bit of shock and, admittedly, denial. Thank you all for bringing your memories and condolences here. Amy’s legacy and memory deserves to be preserved and kept alive forever. I miss my friend.


    It’s taken me days of sadness, hours and hours of crying, intense anger and rage, confusion, lack of understanding, for which there is none, sleeplessness, and I’m still refusing to accept that you’re gone. And it’s the only reason I’m speaking now as if you’re still here, and will read this. To say you’ve impacted lives across this world would be an unjust understatement, and only do a disservice to the immeasurable truth to the power of light and benevolence you possess, selflessly gifting to an undeserving and unforgiving world. You have been an unwavering, unshakable, unstoppable, constant and consistent championing force of all things good, positive, loving, caring, supportive, creative, allying, accepting, endearing, enduring, giving, nurturing, strengthening, and above all, kind. You immediately accepted me as who I am, never once judged me, and only helped to bring out the best in myself, much like you have everyone you’ve ever encountered. Your willingness to always give a smile, advice, a hand, encouragement, assistance or just an open mind/ear will be cherished and carried for as long as my hands and heart can hold onto them. The amount of life you’ve taught me to give back to myself through your words and leading by example are immense and endless, for which I am forever indebted to you and grateful. You taught me patience, to take my time, give myself space, give others space, to take chances and face fears head on. You taught me the true meaning of gratitude and kindness, and all they encompass. You will always be the brightest lighthouse that guided me safely through my darkest days, and that light will continue to shine on, collectively, through each and every one of us you have left such a permanent mark on with your existence. Thank you for being you. For adopting the role of a big sister and taking me under your wing. For bringing two amazing kids into this world; incredible pieces of you that will live on and keep you here with us. For bringing me into a space and world I feel accepted and accompanied by so many amazing friends you’ve brought together. For giving every bit of yourself to make this world so much brighter with your smile and your vision. I love you, Amy, and I will forever hold your memory and hear your voice encouraging me to keep going and pushing for a better tomorrow. I will miss you, your friendship, words of wisdom and your laughter everyday, and will never forget how much of my life you’ve turned around for the better. For the extra days you’ve added to my years by never giving up on me. Thank you for allowing me infinite space in yours and your family’s life, and for endlessly being one of the biggest parts of mine. The world is now darker, less colorful and quieter without your presence. Live in love and kindness. Until I see you again.
     
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    I am in shock and total disbelief and full of anger. I never met Amy but from the interactions I was lucky to have with her online I was moved by her incredible warmth, kindness and generosity. I wanted to reach out and offer my condolences when her mom passed, but refrained from doing so as I felt I didn't «know her well enough». I've regretted that decision ever since so I'm leaving a few sentences here to let it be known that Amy's big heart and great humanity had a profound impact on me as well, and even helped me through the pandemic. I feel bereaved of a great friend and I can't stop crying, which normally wouldn't make much sense, but to anyone who knew Amy, I know it does.

    Rest in peace, Amy. The warmth of your love is global. My condolences to family and friends, to Robert, to Luke, to the community, to everybody ♥
     
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    Thank you for bringing the link here, Manny! I’m at work right now, so I didn’t get an immediate chance to do so, and it’s appreciated!
     
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    Least I could do Robert!
     
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    Rest in Peace Amy of Lulubell
    Believe me when I say everyone’s least is absolutely the most. The outpouring of love and support in just this short morning has had me in tears for well over an hour. I can’t thank everyone enough.
     
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    Came here when I heard this horrible news. My deepest sympathies to all grieving.
     
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    I'm going to add myself to the list of condolences here.. I didn't have a lot of interaction with Amy, but the ones I did she was beyond nice. I'm so sorry that this happened.
     
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    [​IMG]

    Amy’s Lulubell Toys & Good Head Goons project presents:

    GOONIES FOR LULU AMY - ONLINE BENEFIT TOY SHOW.

    At Noon PST on Saturday, August 5th, artists will post toys for sale on IG.

    All proceeds raised will be donated to the gofundme for Amy's children.

    Good Heads Goons is a project of Amy’s Lulubell Toys and features an international groups of artists.

    This show is dedicated to Lulu Amy - her work with Lulu made these toys possible. Like many other artists, the Goonies give thanks to Amy and honor the impact she had on so many lives.
     
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    Rest in Peace Amy of Lulubell
    Revisiting this because I still miss her so much.
    I barely remember a time without her in my life a little bit. It saddens me to think most people won’t recognize how hard she worked and how much she took on to make things better for so many people without thinking of herself.
    She was one of the good ones.
     
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    There hasn’t been a day that’s gone by I haven’t thought about Amy, and desperately still wish I had her guidance through kindness. It’s been a very difficult struggle between reminiscing fondly and flipping to immense sadness/rage. But I try to remember everything we’ve talked about and how much she’s helped curve so much of my way of thinking. I’d like to think she’d be proud of me for how I’ve chosen to handle things, and proud of us all for how well we’ve come together and continued to support one another. I miss her everyday.
     
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    Both Amy and Connell's passing have not really left me, if I am honest. I think probably every day in some aspect I think how much we've lost from this world. Part of that made me take a step back from being active on here in sadness. But it's also true and important to reflect on the great friendships and sense of community I/we've built through this hobby, of which they were very much lynch pins and huge parts of (for me). She is deeply missed and I cannot even imagine the unfillable hole facing those closest to her. You guys have my love, and my thoughts. :`(
     
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    Rest in Peace Amy of Lulubell
    Earlier this year I lost my mum, and almost my dad. My stepdad's mental state is FUBAR and way too many friends and family members have suffered major health issues and had to have life-changing surgery just to keep 'em going. Despite not being as close or in as regular contact as we were in the SDCC/Lulubell bricks & mortar store days, losing Amy was just one of many dick-punches this year (along with Connell, Kozik, etc), but all have contributed towards flipping my mindset from Gen X to Gen Z, trying to make the most of life and looking for the little victories.

    Bueller dropped the knowledge nearly 40 years ago, but only now does it make sense - 'Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop and look. around once in a while, you could miss it.'

    The toys are cool enough, but, as @ultrakaiju says, some of the friendships . . . and the memories of those friendships, are way cooler!

    As an aside, I gotta say, if ever our (the Skullbrain collective) paths cross in the real world, please introduce yourself. The 'Anti Social' monicker is largely ironic, and looking back, there are several people that I regret not catching up with when I had the chance to, as that chance won't come around again!
     
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    An incredibly beautiful capture of Amy’s memorial/tribute show. I had no idea this was at all recorded or made, but I’m as elated as I am pained to have everyone’s words and memories of her immortalized.

     
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    Beautiful video. Thanks for sharing.
     
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    That really got me, well done.. a perfect tribute. Thanks for sharing Robert!
     

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